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Sunday, February 12, 2006
Between the devil and the deep blue sea!
endless thoughts, brain storming with elders, looking for inner peace, striving to make others understand my point of view, questioning oneself, walking on the tight rope, seeking people who would understand my thought process, believing that there is a time to finally let go, accepting that at the end of the day its destiny, juggling between the opinions of family members, knowing that at the top of it all there is a God up there to take care of it all, marvelling at myself and feeling proud of the fact that I have so much hidden patience...thats what the past 3 months have been for me!
I have become mentally exhausted (its not easy getting your point across to a family who refuses to understand), terribly stressed (if something backfires, they will all point at me & say its my fault) & extremly edgy (I can only handle it up to a certain extent)!
But even through all this, when the day ends and you are still smiling, I guess its all worth it....
Its the feeling that you have deep inside that matters, its the opinion of people who matter to you that matters, its looking in the same direction with your partner that matters, its believing that there is a God up there taking care of everything that matters!
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